it's been a while

this is what i hate about myself; i start blogging and then all of a sudden i stop. it is not because i don't have things to write about it's just that sometimes i don't feel like sharing my feelings (i mean i don't have to) or i just feel  like i could be writing more interesting things. but now i'm back no matter what i write about.

at this point i have  lots of things to say and i don't even know where to start hehe :)

ok so i've been going to the gym for about 3 weeks now and i must say i feel pretty proud of myself and though i know it takes time to see results i am still not happy with myself (old news, sadly) but again i am proud that i have been committed. i've been going with a friend and i enjoy working out with her because she pushes me. feeling so tired makes me feel so good. i never knew that soreness could feel this good. i guess somewhat i am starting to see changes but again it takes time and patience and determination is key. i guess i just have to stick around a while longer and see where this ride takes me.

as for school, well, not much to say. nothing but complaints :( it just seems to get harder and harder but i know i just have to push myself and give it my all. but don't you feel like sometimes doing just that is not enough? i know i've been feeling that way lately. college has changed me and my habits in good and bad ways but that's the beauty of life i guess...change.

up until today i am happy with the life i am living no matter the ups and downs. we are born, we grow, we learn, we change, we make mistakes, we see people come in and out of our lives and at the end of the day we are our own companion. i believe in second chances and we should learn to forgive and forget and move on.

for now, this is all i have to say and i promise to try my best to update my blog more often

adios amigos,

L.

Sister Week

My little sister came to Santa Cruz to spend her spring break with me :) I was so happy to have her around and spending some quality time together but she's gone now and I feel so lonely :( we got to talk, we went to the movies (to see The Hunger Games- my third and her second time seeing it!!), went to the boardwalk and just hung out like any other day. Again, I was so glad to have her around since I hardly get to see her now that I'm in college. She's so talented, smart and beautiful and I could't be any more proud of her. Talking about her makes me a little nostalgic (for reasons I can't say here) but I know that she's gonna grow up to be a wonder person.

she will forever be my little sister <3

L.